Pissed

I really, really hate being stood up. Last weekend I was supposed to meet someone, and they were honestly unavoidably detained. I wish I'd been called, but I understand when there's no cell coverage, and you can't help traffic jams. It doesn't feel great to have something you were looking forward to cancelled, but hey, shit happens.

Tonight however, got me really pissed. Different person, different situation. We're supposed to meet for a movie, I dress nice, do my hair, the whole nine yards. Movie time arrives, he's not here, no phone call. I call, thinking maybe there were wires crossed and he's waiting at the theatre. It rings, no answer. Twenty more minutes go by.

Now, last time he was late, he'd gotten turned around. So at 8pm I call again, this time he picks up. Is he on his way? No... He was down at his apt's pool drinking and chatting, lost track of time, and now is inebriated to boot. He tries to make jokes about it on the phone, and ends up asking me what I did all day. I'm like "well, I worked all day... I was with my class." Come to find out he fuckin' thinks it's Saturday cause he didn't work today. GAH.

What a fucker! What an asshole! I'm so pissed right now all I want to do is cuss up a storm and go hit something. I'm worth more than a subtext apology and an afterthought, dammit.