Some updates

I broke up with the Mr. Kenya. If you can call not wanting to see or talk to him after 3 dates, "breaking up". He was starting to creep me out with bad vibes of power plays and control issues. The last 2 letters of his name he wouldn't even tell me, tried to get me to kiss it out of him. No discernable address. He works for Bellsouth helping to lay cable, dig up cable etc... grunt work. The phone .. I have for him is a work phone.

I've not given him my address, nor brought him here, but that doesn't mean he couldn't look it up. He would call me every single fuckin day to "check up on" me. He gave me the corniest lines. The first date I felt mildly attracted to him, so I gave him 2 chances, but as there's nothing more there, and I just keep getting bad vibes from him, I tried to end it Sunday. Soon as I got off the phone with him he called right back and was like "You're just gonna give up on us??" sheeeeesh.

He's convinced that because I went on 3 dates with him there must be something there. I said no, there's hasn't been anything there since the 1st date. That one date got you 2 more to see if there would be. I didn't see anything to "try and save". I told him the calling all the time was annoying, and I talked more in emails anyway. I tried to be nice and say email me all you want, call me once a week. He knows I'm going out of town for 2 weeks, so I really really hope he'll just drop it.

I finally finished painting in my classroom! I'll post pics here once I figure out how. I also got my hair cut. I've been realizing that I feel really good. More than good, I feel whole. I think I'm finnally reaching the end of the "healing from divorce" tunnel. I realized that who I looked like on the outside, and how I felt on the inside didn't match up. I've had the long hair for 2 years now. So I got it cut. Pretty drastic, but it's short and bob-like, and sassy. I love it!

I had a first date tonight with a guy, that actually seems like someone I would know, rather than a "guy" to date, and figure out how to mesh lives and habits etc. I'll post more about him when I know him better.

OH... and I'm going to Florida for 2 weeks tomorrow. I should try to sleep, but my brain keeps goin'.