Mr. Colorado

A friend told me today that he misses it when I don't update my blog regularly. So today I am here to tell you about Mr. Colorado.

Mr. Colorado is funny, warm, sensitive Christian. He's a loving dad, and an all around hip guy. He used to be a DJ, and is a proliferous writer. I enjoy reading his short stories. He is also a gamer geek, an anime geek, a science fiction geek. For any that truly know me, he sounds like the perfect match to my geekness! So what's wrong with him?

Well, Mr. Colorado lives in, where else, Colorado! I am finally creating a place for myself and my career here in Georgia, I find the perfect guy, and he lives several states away! Not only that, it is very cold in the winter time in Colorado, something which does not thrill me very much.

How did we meet? I signed up on http://mmodating.com and he saw my ad. Apparently, I'm 9 and 1/2 out of the 10 things he's most looking for. Except of course... I don't live in Colorado! We talked in emails, over IM, and on the phone a lot. Usually when I talk to someone for the first time, or first couple of times, there's always some degree of uncomfortableness, or desire to impress. There wasn't any of that with him. It's really odd and a bit scary cause moving is not my favorite thing in the world. It's like we've known each other for longer than we have.

We're also both very low on money, and paying off credit card debt. The only saving grace for me is I don't have to pay child support since well, I don't have any children. Common sense in my brain tells me this is not a fortuitous outlook.

He's an adult with ADD, which I've also never experienced. Most of my experience has been with children with it. Due to lack of benefits and money, he's currently unmedicated, and I can tell sometimes how fast his thoughts go by how the conversation progresses.

So for those of you that pray, pray for me that I'd be open to whatever it is that God wants me to get out of this possible relationship....